ITS GETTING WORST !

Im tired of explaining to YOU !
I know u will never understand me.
I really hate it when YOU CAN GIVE IMPORTANCE TO OTHERS BUT NOT ME !
Buttt u know what ?
I always give more importance to YOU !
I really hate things with me now.
IM NOT HAPPY AT ALL !
IM DEPRESSED ENOUGH !
i regret for everything now.
i should apreciate everything last time, no point of regretting now.
Right ?
You've moved one.
I know.
You will be happier without me ! I know.
You will be living a happy life without me.
Nobody will fight with ya. Nobody will shout at you.
Nobody will scold you. Nobody will make you tension.
Nobody will say 'I MISS YOU' all the time ! Nobody will annoy you like I did.

I NEED A SOLUTION BEFORE THE YEAR END !
PLEASE.

IM ANNOYING BABE !

fuckkkkkkkkk !
he said im annoying cause i want him to be with him when i need !!
wth ! hey my dear boyfie, do understnd others kayh !
dont be too selfish !
ok ? u wouldnt knw how long they gonna be with u.
stop being selfish !

15.11.2010

I realised how stupid I was & I hurt him deeply !

Bie, im sorry. I was not myself that time. I know Im wrong.

Please dont leave me. I need u badly !

Please. I can know how u felt when i left u last time. I can feel it !

Bie, please. I want u till the end.

Please. Im begging u.

I know I shouldnt do that but I dont know why am i so stpd at that time !

PLEASE !

I WANT U ! I REALLY WANT U !

I REALISED ALL MY MISTAKES NOW !

and i admit that U'RE BETTER THAN ME EVER !

i cant erase the pain that i gave u frm ur heart [i know ]

please. i love u with all my heart .

*i promise u that i will never repeat this mistake again ! trust me. pls

Deepavali !

I Love you with all my heart really and truly, you are my everything I want to stay with you 4 ever baby. I will always love you know matter what happens...HAPPY DEEPAVALI BIE...LOVE YOU BIE....♥

Thursday at 10:43pm 


out of other Deepavali wishes, this is my FAV !

03.11.2010

Early in the morning, Pn Irni said 'Saya ada satu berita sedih untuk anda semua. Anak sulung Pn.Nabira telah pulang ke ********* pada pagi tadi. Diminta semua pelajar yg beragama Islam untuk membaca Al-Fatihah dan pelajar bukan Islam sila bertakfakur !!'

I really shocked that time! Aiman, is a guy who i love to disturb !

Gosh, he's nomore in this world!

*brain tumour

god is just not fair sometimes.

Rest In Peace Aiman !

PLAYBOY!

I SERIOUSLY HATE 'PLAYBOY & PLAYGIRL'

and i guess u know that!

BUT

u bought the t-shirt!

grrrr! i cant say anything!

it's okayh!

no comment!

ur dress up & bla bla totally changed!

NO COMENT!

pretending!

WILL SEE EVERYTHING!!

The Recent Facts !

Even though we're together, we're not happy like last time boo !
It's like .............. !
Haiya! I love those days!
And im missing those days!
Will wait till we both get back all those happiness.
Last time, we had more probz, more pain, more trouble but we was really happy & we did it!
But now? There's everything except the hapiness.

Bie, i miss you! [i mean it]
*waiting for you

STEVEN!

STEVEN

Dude, im lucky to have u!

Never thought that u will treat me this way.

I apreciate our friendship!

Im feeling better now!

I will follow as what u said.

And thanks for understanding my feeling.

I believe your word ' Sam always yours la! Relax panneh! He will come back to you! YogeSam forever! Ok va? Trust me! '

I realy never thought u will be saying this dei!

And thanks for wiping my tears dude!

You're the best!

Thanks a lot STEVEN!

As i promised you, i wont hurt myself anymore!

PROMISE!!

:)

*our friendship is endless. 

the fact!

i know we will never be back together!
you will be better with your friends!


AND I LOVE MY FRIENDS NOW! 

Aathadi Aathadi [his fav]

PuShPaDarInI ! ♥

Introducing, my cousin PUSHPADARINI !

Same Age With Me ! Sweet Sixteen !

Eh Eh Not Yet 16 Lagy ! 8 November, she born one day after me !

TeeeHee :D IM SENIOR !

:P

About Her :

1. Damn damn Caring

2. Sweetness = HER

3. Comel Comel

4. Chubby Baby :P

5. Good

6. In My Life Time, She's My Best Cousin

:D

Love You Puspadarini ! ♥

I Heart Today !

Gosh !
I enjoyed myself to the max !
But only one thing, I MISS HIM !
Hell !
I wrote on my book besar-besar 'I MISS HIM'
Tino laughed at ME!

Hehehe..
Called him before my Sivik paper!
OMG! I was jumping when on phone with him.
Dont know why but i fel like today's a SPECIAL day for me!
I LOVE YOU KANDASAMY! 
muahahaha..

Come back hommy, called him!
He was in clas! Let him study!
:)
Suddenly, he texted me! Awww, Love it !

Blogg-ing!


*bie, if you be with me like this, im sure we wont argue or what. im totally jealous of everything. why cant you explain to me everything ? i hope you will read this. i dont wanna lose you. please. can i have you forever ? please !

27.10.2010

FUN!

with DORA'S FAmILY! :D

im Dora, tyqa is Boots, Tino is Map & Ranjita is Star!

:D

Atiqah told me her probz. 

I was like *****!

She had a same probz like mine!

I gve her some advice.

chit chat!

Texted Sam!

im not myself after that!!

I got mad with Him!

Huh?

English Lesson!

i really got no mood.

i was really rude to Sir.

*im sorry for it Sir. i was not in the mood.

haihz.

Back Home!

was waiting for Sam's call.

he called me. argue argue argue.

finally, he said 'I LOVE YOU BIE'

talk! talk! talk! talk!

he told me something about yesterday.

gosh! he broke our promise.

i cried. after sooo long, he calm me down when im crying.

happy for it! apreciate it! thanks. :)

*all i hope is he stay with me! and and i hope Atiqah's probz solve A.S.A.P!

i want her to be happy too.

:)

*this post is full of crapz. [dont mind]

My Boo's Name & Mine!

YogeSam

My Favourite Edited Pic! :)

:(

i just feel like blogging about this today and so i am!

I CANT KEEP IT TO MYSELF ANYMORE!

first of all, about BIE!

he change a lot!

he's not the old one! he's not talking to me like usual.

love to shout at me nowadays.

and today i got to know that I REALLY GOT NO RIGHTS TO CONTROL HIM dy! he never say it, but it's so obvious.

im not happy!

im just pretending!

huh? im tired of all this stuffs!

im just waiting till when he gonna hurt me!

his frenz, sis's, family are only important for him now.

NOT ME ANYMORE!

imissyousomuchbie!

:(

my sisters suckz!

hell....
they suckz to the max!
erggggghhhh!
mind u guys own busines kayh.
stop involving in my probz!
f*ck off!

MY BFFL's!

1. TEMARA TEE WAN TENG

- my advicer, lecturer, teacher, darling, babe
- AND MOST IMPORTANT THINGY, she made me realise what's true love is.


2. NOR ATIQAH ABDUL AZIZ

- cutie pie
- MRS.AA
- my advicer too

3. VALENTINA ONG SZE YUNG

- addicted to her BOYFREN and i seriously hate it
- my bestie

4. JOCELYN TAN LAI JOO

- haha.. she's a joker!~
- kind-hearted
- JOKERRRRRR EVER!!

5. FONG MUN YEE

- cutie pie
- MRS.LEE
- always make stpd jokes


BABES! I LOVE U GUYS MORE THAN WORDS! THX FOR BEING WITH ME.
limit less love towards u all.
♥♥

this life! ~

im going through a superb RESTLESS life now!
im not hungry, NOT SLEEPY, too tired!
and plus plus this stupid FEVER!
jus wonndering why all this just happening in my life only?
why?
haihz..
everyone beside me are not helping me at all!
selfish! too much of hurt in me!
:(

im sorry baby!

baby, i feel so sorry bie.
sorry for hurting u.
sorry for using that kind of words to u.
i misss u badly.
hurm thx for being with me.
[love u baby]
:D

im not well!

bodyaches. shore throat. cough. flu. etc.
tak pegi skola!! :D
and i felt so lonely at home.
was hoping so much frm BIE but HE WAS DAMN FUCKING BUSY!
he called me 2.10pm and talked for jus 1MINS~
:( oh my god!
i was like ................................! [no comment]

but actly i cnt blame bie also. he's busy with his studies.
haihz. SO FROM TOMORROW ONWARDS,
IM NOT GONNA STAY AT HOME!
[even if im still sick]
i felt so annoying towards u bie.
u manja me a lot.
i dont wan lose u again.
so i mus learn how to behave!
:D

Baby!

im happy to know that u're happy with the new ME!
:D
seriously, i dont know how to make u happy.
so, i decided to CHANGE MYSELF just for YOU!
muaxx


YogeSam

a pic edited by UNWANTED PERSON!!

thx for the picx!
simply love it.

Im Outta Control!

im not feeling well.

fever, flu, cough, & vomiting!

erghh! hate it.

i miss him 

i guess he's happy with ME there!

:(

i miss u badly.

:(

nobody knows the pain.

The NEW ME! :D

im happy with this life.
thx to mummy, daddy & family lotsa!
love ya <3
i know what i should do after this.
:D

the pain!

im suffering without u baby!
i mean it.
i want u back.
pls. pls
i hate this life.

NOBODY KNOWS THE PAIN IN ME!
:(

:D

super pissed off!

hey you.
pls la. dont ever try to act around. kayh?
YOU- better mind ur own fucking busines kayh.
asshole. i x use any weird words to u before but u made me tis way!
idiot!

get out of my life!

~YOU~

In this weird twisted way, I know you miss me liking you, not because I want to believe it's true, but because you'll never find a girl that can put up with you like I did; you'll never find a girl who will care as much as I did, because no one will waste all there love on someone like you, like I did.

It's All about My Lil Sis, Shalu

im realy realy happy for her now!
i managed to solve her probz!
:D
weeee! at least, i can make othrs happy eventhogh im not!
love u lil sis.
i will always be there for u. kayh?
love u. muaxx!<3

Days Without YOU!

2days, im waking up with u.
It suckz! [i mean it]
hurm faith. i have to face all this in my freaky life.
can i have back u? my hapines?
please! please!
i want u back baby! :(

BERBUKA & BIRTHDAY PARTY WITH PALVELLA'S CREW!

04.09.2010
awesome-ness!
i love u guys so fucking damn much!

Lalalala

 haha it's weird when some people ady taken by a gal/guy but they still love flirting around with other gal/boy! and they did blame the sincere one when they argue! wtf! get a life peepz! 'dah ade couple kate single'! bodoh betul!

My Current Life!

hurm,im happy with what im having now!
just perfect!
im happy with my friends & the people around me!
:D

emo-ing!

i mis my frenz!
he betrayed me!
how could he?
he's heartless!!
i hate u boy!
hate u too the max!

I love my BABES!!

Seriously, Im Happy 2dy!
gossip-ing day!
Feel like wanna cry when Viv sang 'my heart will go on' to me but managed too cover up.. Thx for making me feel tis way guys! Love it..
And Joo!! Jual gambar is not SELLING PICX LA.. It's like make it too public la.. haiya..
eee.... hapy!!!!

PAINFUL MOMENTS!

U will nvr know wat im feeling now.! U're happy with her! But still im happy to see u this way..
Im happy for u.. I will nvr forget u in my entire life boy..
jus be happy.. tc..